Did you sign up for the Target giveaway hosted by my amazing friend Annie? Yeah, you are lucky that I'm not taking that shit and keeping it for myself. You know how I feel about that place.
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I'm kind of in a funk again. Not really sure which end is up. Feeling a little emotionally drained and wishing I could tackle a weekend of no responsibility. I am le tired.
There comes a point every so often where I feel like I am one toe off of a very sharp cliff and my barracuda feet are about to cause me to lose balance. Any swift wind in the form of criticism, a bad burrito or an empty spout on my box o delicious will send me plummeting toward the Adult Life Sucks Ravine, head first.
It's not parenting. It's not being a wife. It's not being an employee or running a small business. It's not the health of my family. It's not that I haven't had 2 hours to myself in months. It's everything combined.
I love my life. Wouldn't trade my delicious (albeit tantrum pitching, shoe throwing, whining semi human) toddler for anything. And my Husband? God, without that man I seriously think I would sink. My job is great. My side business is going really well. My friends are amazing. And my family is always there for me.
Can't quite put my finger on it, but I am just feeling really drained. Maybe my upcoming birthday has something to do with it. Or could it be that I'm mourning the loss of my baby because he's getting all potty trained and shit while also converting to a full sized bed. I don't know.
All I do know is that I need a vacation. A day at the spa (if only I had time). A weekend away with my Husband to reconnect. I can't tell you the last time that Kent and I actually spent real quality time together for over an hour. I mean, literally months. We're talking 6. 7 maybe?
I just feel kind of lost at the moment. Hopefully this is just a fleeting emotion and I'll be back to my sarcastic and unapologetic wit soon. I know that's the KLaw you love. This sappy, depressed, asshole kinda sucks.
The least I could do to make up for it is post a picture of my dude. Obvi that's the real reason you stick around here anyway.